Alright, while I was studying, I was looking through the Sears catalogue at the bathing suits (that's where the bikini I wanted was). After thinking about it quite a bit (and not really sure if I liked the bikini as much any more - what do you expect, I'm a gemini?) I decided that I don't want to get it (this is the bikini, left - it's the Gottex 2 piece bikini from Sears Canada: http://www.sears.ca/gp/product/B000MWBCFI/sr=1-0/qid=1171423621/ref=sr_1_0/002-7012321-8050446?ie=UTF8&searsBrand=core&mqnodeid=16329121 .)
The reason I don't want this suit in particular is the sequins on the top - I'm thinking I don't really like them (you can't really see it in this picture, but in a close-up they're really noticable). But the other reason is due to my insulin pump. If I wear a bikini, you'd be able to see the infusion set (where the pump attaches to my body) and I'm not sure if I'd be comfort
able with that. Plus, you'd see all the old marks from old infusion sets (I'm sure no one would realize it, but I'd know) and the sticky residue stuff that's sometimes left when I take them off.
So instead of the bikini, I found this awesome tankini that I'd prefer instead:
I noticed this suit right off the bat, and I think it's georgous!
So this is the goal I'm now working towards: looking absolutely georgous in this suit.
At my last weight in, I weight about 185 lbs. So now my goal is to get down to 160 by June 1st, and to get into shape so I'll look awesome in it!
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